One Day

Working outside our home is so very hard for me.  It is my heart's desire to stay at home with our sweet Gracelyn.  One day, I know that God will answer my prayers. 


These are the things I thought about today and my heart ached.  

• her "uh-uh" and giggles when she wakes up from a nap
• her little nap hair sticking up everywhere

• making her breakfast while she watches my every move
• fixing her a cup of juice and hearing her excitement
• playing in the middle of the floor

                                                       

• helping her pick out her clothes for the day
• changing her little tootsomes
• seeing her excitement when it is snack time
• holding her in my lap while she drinks her bottle
• watching her play with our fur babies
• practicing our sign language

One day I will be home with her.  One day I will see those precious moments every day.  I pray it is one day soon. 

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Growing While I'm Working

I went back to work today. Little Miss looked like she grew while I was gone. Her hair looked longer tonight. She talked more…I guess she was trying to tell me about her day. It made me sad that I’d missed it all. I’m so thankful that Ms. Amy, our nanny,  loves on her for me while I have to work. I couldn’t do it if not for her. She is sleeping now and I miss her…physically miss her—my heart hurts. I wish I could go and hug her one more time for the night.

I pray that tomorrow is a little easier.

ox,

farah